my mind and my heart

too much things in my head!


and im tired...


i need my family :'(

beauty and experience

Beauty is not in the face; beauty is a light in the heart.  ~Kahlil Gibran


Beauty always promises, but never gives anything.  ~Simone Weil


Beauty comes as much from the mind as from the eye.  ~Grey Livingston


Everything has beauty, but not everyone sees it.  ~Confucius


The soul that sees beauty may sometimes walk alone.  ~Johann von Goethe


beauty doesn't promise u anything, doesn't not bring u anywhere, doesn't give u happiness,


 if u like to compare the beauty and the ugly, i guess u r as dumb as the beauty ~ Arziani Rozin


i had being thinking a lot about what people said, and i have my own judgement, and keep those things in my mind sometimes in  my heart(touching)


dear people, please Think Before U Speak! Words my KILL people dude! 

adios!

me and my heart have some issue

tiada jiwa...
yes, xde jiwa dah nak duduk cni!
takde langsung!


i just wanna cry :'(

i miss my family...


i miss my past time...

fullstop!

adios!

friends :)

dear friends,
hang in there...everything happen for a reason...
u hav to be strong, for urself n for ur family dear...
u have to move on, things will be okay...
in life, as human we only plan, only God know the rest...
dont worry, Allah always with u sayang...
its okay to cry, the tears will make u stronger day by day...


im sorry :'(
i cant be there for u as u wish...
i just want u to know that im here for u... always...
u can share everything dear...
i wish i can be a good friends,good listener n good adviser for u... 
i hurt me so much when i heard u cry, please be strong dear...
and u always in my "doa"...
i know u r strong enough to pass through tis things...


Ya Allah… gantikanlah di tempat keresahan ini dengan kedamaian,
di tempat kedukaan dgn kegembiraan
dan di tempat ketakutan dgn keamanan

Ya Allah, sejukkanlah gejolak hati ini dgn salji keyakinan
dan padamkanlah bara dijiwa dgn air keimanan..
Ya Allah..buatlah mata yg tdk mahu lelap

merasa mengantuk yg memberi ketenangan,

dan letakkanlah di jiwa yg goncang ini kedamaian,

dan berilah balasan baginya
dgn kejayan yg sudah hampir

Ya Allah… halakanlah kebingungan pandangan hatiku kpd nur cahaya-MU
dan tindakan-tindakan ku yg keliru kpd jalan MU yg lurus..
dan palingkanlah org2 yg menyimpang dari jalan MU
kpd hidayah MU

Ya Allah… lenyapkanlah was-was dgn fajar cahaya kebenaran,
dan hapuskanlah jiwa yg resah dgn falak kebenaran,
dan tolaklah tipu daya syaitan dgn tentera bantuan-MU
dlm keadaan terhina…

Ya Allah,lenyapkanlah dukacita ku, hilangkanlah kesedihanku,
sembuhkanlah kesakitanku.. dan halaulah keresahan dari jiwaku…

Ya Rabb…Ya Tuhanku… Daku berlindung kpd-MU
dari rasa takut,kami bersandar dan berserah hanya kpd -MU,
Daku tdk meminta tolong melainkn kpd-Mu

Engkaulah pemelihara ku….

sebaik2 pelindung dan penolong…

i miss u :(

p/s: take care there sahabat...

: sumpah rindu giler nak tido dengan kau :(

: love u...

adios...

i use too.............

i use to spend my weekend at home...
i use to spend my time with my family...
i use to spend my time playing around...
i use to spend my night lepaking at mamak's...
i use to spend my day hangout with my sisters...


not anymore!!!


now.....
im not use to this place...
im not belong here...
i cant stop thinking about my family...
because i miss my family damn much...
everything was okay here, i just that, me...
start thinking too much...
enough said! bye

adios....

sorry :'(

sorry....
because i always hurt u :'(
i hurt u too much...
 i never mean to, trust me...


sorry...
because what i did...
its my fault...
 and its totally my fault...


sorry...
i promise i never do it again...
i will think wisely after this...
and i promise not to hurt anymore


im totally sorry dear :'(

p/s : I love you not only for what you are, but for what I am        when I am with you <3

first time...

this is my first time that im faraway from home, yes! my first time...

is not easy to stay far from ur family and its never be easy for me...i miss my family badly... even this is my first week here, its taff enough for me...i have to adapt with people, way of life and all food stuff here.. obviously, im not use to it...  i miss abah, mak, long n falimly, ngah, dee, lia n adik..i wish u guys was here...and i miss home...i have another 7 week to stay here...oh god, speed up the time...and also, these fever signal, make me uncomfortable...

 its just make the tears run out more and more :'(

i miss my dad :'(

i wish i can have my own family like this :)

adios...

Kau.....

Bila


Kau 


Takde


Untuk


Text


Aku,


Aku


Rasa


Sunyi


Sangat :'(

this is specially for you :)

sesaat kau datang :'(

those dream remind me of you :'(

Sesaat Kau Datang……..
Sesaat Kau Hilang………
Kemunculan dirimu…..
Penuh misteri………..

Kau Mendekat…
Kau Menjauh….
Kau tinggalkan diriku…
Sesudahnya kau membuang
Mencampakkan aku……….

Its not that i dont love you
I just dont want to hurt you
I cant let go of all the good times we share together


I hate to be cold but i got to let you go


Sungguh kejamnya dirimu….
Mengkhianati cinta yang ku semat di jiwa
Kau hancurkan segala harapan…
Kau remukkan cinta yang telah kita bina…..
Ha….Ha…..Ha…Ha.…Ha…..Ha…

Jika sudah kau mencintai dia
Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya
Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..
Kerna hatiku masih mencintai
Dirimu dengan sepenuh hati…
Tapi ku ikhlas melepaskanmu…
Karena aku manusia biasa…..


Nothings easy girl
Nothings easy girl
Aint nothings easy i hope you understand me girl
Nothings easy girl
Aint nothing in this world
Could ever compare to what we had
Whats gone

Sungguh kejamnya dirimu….
Mengkhianati cinta yang ku semat dijiwa..
Kau hancurkan segala harapan…
Kau remukkan cinta yang telah kita bina…..
Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..Ha..

Jika sudah kau mencintai dia
Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya
Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..

Jika sudah kau mencintai dia
Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya
Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..

Jika sudah kau mencintai dia
Putuskan aku dengan baik caranya
Walaupun sakit hati ku rasa
Sesungguhnya aku tak rela……..
Kerna hatiku masih mencintai
Dirimu dengan sepenuh hati…
Tapi ku ikhlas melepaskanmu…
Karena aku manusia biasa…..

Tiada salahku kepada dirimu
Kau buatku sengsara
Kau buat kecewa
Ku Harap ada karma
Yang datang kepadamu……kepadamu.....

i miss past time :(