new blog :)

ATTENTION!! ATTENTION!! ATTENTION!!
EVERYONE....
My blog have been updated with the new wallpaper, new colour...
nice kan???
thanks a lot to siti fatimah

haha..die lah yg telah mengubah segale nye..memandangkan aku ni tahu menulis je,nak edit2,gajet2 sane sini mmg payah la kan...haha...
till then, byebye :)

DOWN!DOWN!DOWN!

DOWN!STRESS!PRESSURE!
ITS ALL ABOUT ASSIGNMENT STUFF, A LOT OF THINGS TO BE DONE IN A SHORT TIME.ITS ALL MY FAULT BECAUSE HAVE BEEN DELAY SOME OF IT, (padan muka aku la kan)...I WANT TO HIGHLIGHT THIS ONE ---THIS IS THE THOUGEST WEEK SINCE I GOT HERE UITM PAHANG  26 OF JUN 2010!!!---
ASSIGNMENT, TEST AND PRESENTATION NEED TO BE DONE BY THIS WEEK BEFORE WE LIVING FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR HOLIDAY....
this is so sucks man! on monday, so many things happen, the longest monday i ever had, deep in my heart, i just pray that, oh god please give me and my friends strength to pass this day, every second in monday slowy pass that make me so stress and sad...never ever in my life i did my assignment until my hang shivering, the whole day with those assignment...my mind,my heart,my physical is totally down, i never cry because of assignment but i just did on that monday...one last things, my phone is broken down! nice kan...timing baik punya fon ni nak rosak...
everything goes wrong! 
stressful week ever! 
dear god, i need a strength to pass through the next day.
adios!

home

I MISS HOME BADLY!!!baru around 1minggu lebih tak balik rumah, tp seriuosly aku rindu gila dekat rumah! aku rindu family aku, aku rindu mak n abah.aku memang jenis yg balik rumah..EVERY WEEK OKAY! memang aku family type..aku tak boleh jauh2 dgn diaorg..logik la sebab jauh dgn family sape yang suka kan...ade jugak jenis orang yang jauh dgn family tak pe asal kan dekat dgn BOYFRIENDS...fuck off untuk org yg mcm tuh..sedih sebenarnye bila tak boleh balik..tapi nak buat mcm mana banyak sgt kerja n commitment kat sini...SUMPAH!AKU SEDIH GILA BILA TAK BOLEH BALIK MINGGU NI! sampai nagis kot! tapi ni la pengorbanan aku mase belajar ni kan...orang selalu cakap kat aku, untung la boleh balik tiap2 minggu, untung la rumah dekat.BULLSHIT SEMUA TUH! UNTUK PENGATAHUAN AKU PALING BENCI BILA ORANG CAKAP MACAM TUH KAT AKU! 
1. AKU BALIK RUMAH AKU BUKAN RUMAH KORANG...BISING KENAPE???2. AKU BALIK RUMAH TAK MINTAK DUIT KORANG PUN.SATU SEN PUN TAK WEH... LAGI NAK UNTUNG LA BALIK RUMAH.
3. AKU BALIK SEBAB NAK TENGOK MAK BAPAK AKU, EVEN EVERYWEEK AKU TAK PERNAH JEMU TENGOK MUKA DIAORG, SEMENTARE DIAORANG HIDUP LA AKU NAK JUMPA DIAORG..ESOK LUSA KALO TUHAN DAH AMIK NYAWA DIAORANG, RUMAH KAT KAMPUNG DAH KOSONG BARU KORANG NAK BALIK MELAWAT DIAORG KE APE???XDE LA DER, BALIK MELAWAT RUMAH PUSAKA JE LA.
4. AKU BALIK RUMAH AKU TAK MENYUSAHKAN KORANG. SO DIAM LAH..TAK YAH NAK BISING2 AKU BALIK TIAP2 MINGGU...
5. AKU PAHAM KORANG JELES SEBAB RUMAH AKU DEKAT..BOLEH PERGI BALIK 15KALI SEHARI...KALO KORANG NAK JUGAK MACAM TUH,SURUH LAH PARENTS KORANG BUAT RUMAH SEBELAH PINTU PAGAR UITM NIH HA..BOLEH LA KORANG BALIK TIAP2 MINGGU MCM AKU JUGAK..haha
tolong,tolong dan tolooooonnnggggg laaaa...jgn nak bising2 kalo aku balik tiap2 minggu... MENYAMPAH, BOSAN DAN SUCKS GILA BILA DENGAN ORG CAKAP "untung la yanie rumah dekat boleh balik tiap2 minggu" kalo aku dengar org cakap mcm tuh 5benda kat atas tu ade dalam otak aku yg nak bgtau korg..tapi malas la kan..masih jugak jage hati2 manusia nih..tapi tu lah,hati orang aku jage, mulut orang yang bercakap tuh tak reti nak jage....hish! 
p/s : dah lama simpan benda ni,harini tiba2 rase nak cakap pasal kes nih...HAHA...begini la jadinye kalo dah lame sangat pendam kan :)have nice week people!

sabar

kenape kesabaran aku selalu dicabar???

semakin lama semakin banyak benda yg terjadi,semakin banyak juga kesabaran yang aku perlukan,selagi aku mampu aku akan BERSABAR, tapi tolong jangan cabar kesabaran aku,they have a limit, so im am begging u please dont do such thing that can make me mad, im not kinda people yg suka tengking2 org, so tolong jgn jadi org pertama aku buat mcm tuh....if u want people tu respect u,please,please,please.... respect people first,they will respect u back...IF U DONT RESPECT PEOPLE, HOW PEOPLE WILL RESPECT U? think about it, i had said, EVERY SINGLE WORDS THAT U SAID, I WILL SAY IT BACK TO U, its might hurts u somehow, but the same feeling that i have when u say such thing with me....yaaaaa, im not perfect either, not good,AT ALL, seriously...im not good as u, u know everything, everything u said, ALWAYS,ALWAYS ALWAYS true for u...but still i have to respect u, its okay, what goes around come around,KARMA will do it...TOOOO MUCH THINGS!!!!! but again, SABAR YANIE :) 

one more things, the most hatest,bullshit things to think about is MAN! im ignoring his call and message. jahat kan aku buat mcm nih...i did tell u im not as good as u think,but u dont believe me...im kinda girl that can easily get bored with man, seriously im not ready for any comitment, im not kinda girls that easily to fall in love, that just not me! i love the way i live now, LOVE THE FACT THAT IM SURROUNDED BY MY LOVELY FAMILY AND ALSO FRIENDS THAT CHEER UP MY DAY, i still can move on my live with or without u, its still same, no diffrent at all.. so please, just be my friends bcoz that the best way, i never give u a hope at all...so please,dont put ur hope on me, please friends...

*MOTIVATING OUR OWN SELF IS HARD BUT IT WILL LAST FOREVER*